Special post?

Assalamualaikum.

“Things are falling into places” which means everything seems to be smooth in my life. At least at the moment. Alhamdulillah, perkenalan kami selama 2 bulan membawa pada rombongan merisik dari pihak lelaki. Mak kata ni sekali dengan tunanglah ni kalau dah ada cincin. Kalau ikut adat memang macam2 versi ada. Tapi aku tertarik dengan 1 blogspot ni http://www.amoli824.net/risik/majlis_risik.html seperti di bawah (baca yang kaler hijau tu je lah kalau malas nk baca pepanjang, hihihi) 

Merisik : Merisik merupakan langkah pertama untuk mendirikan rumahtangga. Amalan ini menjadi kebiasan bagi pihak lelaki yang berkenan kepada seseoang perempuan untuk dijadikan teman hidupnya. Amalan ini biasanya dilakukan sendiri oleh ayah atau ibu pihak lelaki atau menghantar wakil berkunjung ke rumah keluarga perempuan yang menjadi pilihan pihak lelaki.Tujuannya ialah hendak bertanya-tanya perihal anak perempuan keluaraga tersebut sama ada sudah dipinang orang atau belum,serta menyatakan hajat pihak lelaki untuk melamarnya. Sekiranya risikan itu mendapat jawapan yan positif,maka pihak lelaki boleh membuat keputusan sama ada hendak meneruskan hasratnya atau membatalkannya.

Meminang: Jika ia memilih untuk meneruskan hasratnya, maka mulalah langkah kedua untuk mendirikan rumahtangga. Meminang dengan maksud menyatakan hasrat untuk menjadikan anak perempuan pihak yang dirisik sebagai bakal isteri dan hasrat ini sama ada diterima atau ditolak oleh keluarga pihak perempuan,walaupun pada kebiasaannya kemungkinan diterima lebih banyak daripada ditolak. Dalam adat meminang biasanya pihak lelaki akan membawa sesuatu hadiah dan barang yang boleh dijadikan tanda pertunangan,seperti cincin pertunangan. Dengan kata2 lain cincin itu menjadi tanda bahawa anak perempuan keluaraga tertentu telah pun diikat janji untuk dinikahkan dengan lelaki tersebut pada tempoh yang dipersetujui bersama antara pihak lelaki dan perempuan.

Ok, so panjang lebar explanation dia, in short, risik Cuma datang bertanya samada pihak perempuan tu masih single ke tak, so if she’s single, then terus datang lain kali untuk meminang dan masa ni baru bawa tanda seperti cincin dan berbincang tentang majlis akad nikah dan persetujuan dua2 pihak untuk nikah tu adalah namanya tunang. So in my case, it’s risik dan tunang secara bersederhana lah *aku ni sesimple umat, semua nak yang senang je lah* Aku ni duk konfius lah majlis aku ni merisik je ke ape... 

Dah mak aku ngan sdara mara kata “Dah tunang la tu” so aku buat lah research sikit. Baru lega hati aku dah paham bende ni. Yelah mase skolah dulu Agama Islam dapat A sebab menghafal je, dah tua2 ni dah lupe lah. Haha. sebab style orang skarang, risik 1 cincin, tunang ada 1 cincin lagi dan majlis besar2..tu style orang lain lah..Aku simple je.huahua~

*cincin risik&tunang* 

(gambar semua aku amek kat instaram sebab tak boleh copy paste,haha!)

Yelah, orang kata masa tunang takyah kecoh2. AKu x kecoh2 pun, just bagitau sape2 y terdekat dan terapat je. *Ada jugaklah aku upload kat fesbuk sebab sedara mara aku yang jauh pun nak tau jugak kan, dah alang2 tu kawan2 pun komen jugak cakap tahniah, okay je lah*

Lots of things happening in this end of September. Alhamdulillah. Rezeki. Dulu nak kereta tak dapat, sekarang tak minta pun dapat. This is actually because I got a job! Alhamdulillah everything is going smoothly for me. I’ll be teaching in an international school at Bandar Dato Onn, JB. At least for the moment lah. J It’s a contract period for fresh graduate which is a good thing, maybe after the 2 years ends, I can start working with government,  Hehe. 

*my new baby boo*

So, sebab dapat job yang agak jauh dari rumah, dapatlah kereta sebijik .hehe.  Macam Allah nak bagi rezeki tu sedebakkkkk terus..pakej dapat bertunang, dapat job and kereta. Eh! Bukan dapat eh..kene bayar kat bank PaMa bulan2 tau.*nasib baik takde interest PaMa* haha.. What? Kereta ape? Ala, kereta biase2 je. Nanti lah gaji dah tinggi kang aku amek la civic ke vios ke..haha *angan2 memang nak tinggi je lah kau ni Nisa!*

Actually I take it very positively tau. Kalau I think negatively, think about it, baru nak bina kerjaya, baru nak rasa belanja2 duit gaji sendiri, baru ingat nak bayar duit kereta je, dah kena kumpul duit nak kahwin. Kahwin bukan senang oiiii..Dah jodoh aku da sampai, da sampai seru kata orang tu. Alhamdulillah si dia seorang yang “my Mr.Right” cuz he’s very understanding, matured, charming, handsome, loving, caring, tegas and serious in his own ways and…ahhhhhh…macam2 lagi lah kalau tengah bercinta tu kentot pun wangi aperrrr…haha!

*my beloved*

But I am very thankful to Allah, my parents and my beloved future hubby for being very supportive in my life, although sometimes there are ups and downs. Huahua~

*nasib baik dah pegi kursus kahwin tau*

So, all in all….I have to prepare my routine as an international school teacher and at the same time preparation for marriage oiii…nak cari pelamin, andaman, catering, door gift segala..huaaaa..tak menang tangan lah aku sebab akulah wedding planner untuk aku. Haha. Nasib baik ada kawan yang dekat2 offer nak tolong2. All the best to me. Woman power! Hehe.Ok lah, tu jer. 

Assalamualaikum bloggers. J

Marriage?

Is 23 too early for a woman to get married? I don't know but I am ready to build a life with my soulmate. Providing that we have to bear with each other for the rest of our lives. Money? Seems to be the most important thing in life if we want to get married. In my case, we are working on it. I'm getting pretty excited while waiting for May 2014 ;) Still, I gotta get ready for a lot of things including preparation for the wedding day, preparation to be a housewife and to be with a whole new family. That's sure a big responsibility. Am i ready for that? I don't have the answer because if we.........Oh! I have just the right quote that I found in the internet:

If I'm afraid to take the risk, how am I ever gonna reach the top? So, lets just say, I'm reaching the top with a special person in my life who is my future husband who I've only known for almost 2 months now. It's progressing so fast that I have to really work hard to catch up on things. The first month I knew him, he already proposed to marry me. That has never happened in my life and I pray to Allah that he is the one because he is really working on our marriage although we just known each other for only a month at that time. Previously,relationships were build based on the term "couples" where we don't even know where it's gonna end or "does the guy really want to marry you?" or "is he the one?" and so on. So this is just the right moment where I hope that we will get married in May 2014 as planned. Insha'Allah.

Of course, I'm building a career and building my own family at the same time, that ain't easy! But I'm loving it, I'm loving the challenge, I'm loving the hardship to go through all these just to be with him. Hoping that the fruit will bear soon. *Rezeki Allah kita tak tahu*

Fruit will bear ? maybe have my own family with him later? *tu baby pinjam je hihi*

Yes, he is my soulmate, Mohd Radzi. :)

Insha'Allah, with Allah's will, with our hard work to be together, we will fight for our love, and be together till jannah. I'm like the luckiest person on earth! Thank you sayang for coming to my life. I love you, now and forever. 

That's all bloggers, Assalamualaikum. 

Literature.

Manusia

Terlalu bnyk dosa yg dilakukan

terlalu taksub dgn duniawi

terlalu alpa dengan harta

terlalu memikirkan kata manusia

tanpa memikirkan larangan yang Maha Esa

hanyut dgn cinta dunia

bergelumang dengan maksiat dan dosa

hidup dalam penipuan dan kepura-puraan

hilang makna keikhlasan

lupa beribadat, lupa akhirat.

Allh tidak pernah tarik nikmat rezeki

mahupun udara yg diberi

Malah diberi rezeki,

Diduga kita dengan dugaan yang mampu kita tanggung,

masih meminjamkan nyawa pada kita.

tanpa kita sedar tujuan hidup kita adalah padanya..

tanpa kita sedar peluang hidup sementara yg diberi olehnya

adalah untuk kita sentiasa mengabdikan diri padanya.

-nukilan: NisaRuslan-

Friends

Never know the real meaning of Friends

Cuz never have faith in the word,

Probably cuz they just come and go,

Never remain in your heart,

Or cuz they are meant to be so.

Never really had true friends,

Never felt like having a good company,

Probably cuz I never really had become one.

Never trusted a friend

Probably cuz I’ve been stabbed at the back once,

Perhaps cuz I’ve done that once or more too.

Know what it feels like to have friends who actually never liked you,

Pretends to like you for the sake of maintaining a good relationship,

But never know how it really feels to have a bestfriend,

Cuz no one has ever wanna be one,

Never did, never ever will.

-A piece of art : Nisa Ruslan-

Awesome housemates!

Awesome housemates!

They are the best thing that happen to me this semester ;) Blessing from Allah. Yelah, most of the time dengan diorang je. Makan steamboat ngan diorang (nasib baik diroang ajak tau,haha), masak kat rumah dengan diorang, pegi pasar malam dengan diorang… dah kalau semester ni memang dua hari je ada kelas, 5 hari lagi kat rumah je lah.haha.Budak2 maths ni kan pandai maths. I ni pulak memang lambat betul kalau mengira. Nak paham pun susah bila diorang explain tu. Kadang2 bila diorang explain, I give up je. Diorang pun gelak je sebab I tak paham2. Hahaha. Matematik sangat susah bagi I okayyy! Sebab tu I amek kos bahasa. LOL.

Biha or NoorSyabiha.., my dear roommate yang sangat comel dan happy go lucky sentiasa. Kadang2 I yang bad mood ni pun boleh gelak tengok gelagat dia. I heran tau, dia ni tak pernah marah atau sedih, 24jam happy je. Gembira dan ceria je.Suka sangat ketawa dan mengusik kawan2 lain.haha. Tenang je hati I ada roommate macam ni.haha..Dia manja je orangnya. Boleh lah buat calon menantu makcik2 sekalian.

Kak tikah @ Atikah penyeri rumah ni. Kelakar jugak kadang2 tengok gelagat dia. Tapi baik , sopan je orangnya. Tapi jangan silap tafsir, kalau dah lama sikit kenal dia , korang mungkin sukar nak paham gelagat dia. Hanya Kak Nor je berjaya memahami dia tau. Kadang2 kena usik dengan izzati ngan Kak nor, tapi kadang2 dia usik orang. Haha. Comel je orangnya. Baby, baby , baby ohhhhhh.. (Lagu justin bieber kejap) haha.

Kak Nor @ Noriah adalah seperti mama kami. Sempoi sangat orangnya. Senang je bila berkawan dengan dia. Nak nasihat pun boleh minta kat dia. Mata dia sangatlah kecik sepet dan chomel. Bila dia ketawa kan, mata dia tak tahu pegi mana. Hehe. Comel tau! Tapi kak nor lah yang Nampak paling matang dalam kami yang ramai2 dalam rumah ni. Matang tapi manja jugak kadang2 tuh.hehe. Ala, perempuan ni kan, macam mana matang, serius pun dia, dia tetap ada manja side. Betul,tak caya sudah.haha.

Izzati pulak sweet je orangnya tapi boleh tahan macam gangster sikit. Haha. Sporting dia ni. Bergurau senda dengan semua orang especially kak tikah. Tak tau lah diorang ada connection kat mana.hehehehhe. *gelak nakal* Ada lah barang personal izzati hilang kat rumah ni, habis kecoh 1 rumah dia cari nya barang tu. Haha. Tapi memang tak jumpa sampai sekarang.. I wonder who took her things. LOL

Ika or Nurul Shafiqah. She’s awesome at cooking! Kat rumah ni je macam2 dia masak semua unik dan enak.wahhh gitu..nasi hujan panas dia masak siap ngan lauk ayam memang rasa macam majlis kawen punya lah. Boleh la order kat dia time nak kawen nanti.haha. Rajin pulak tu buat donat untuk kami semua makan.seronok betul duduk rumah ni. Haha. Oh! Forget to mention, Ika tu I kenal dia dari matriks johor. “Tak sangka pulak 1 matriks”katanya..yelah, orang famous mana ingat orang tak famous macam I ni.haha. Dia tu dah la kurus tinggi cantik, takkan lah dia nak ingat I yang satu blok F ngan dia kat KMJ. Haha.

Nurul Aini pulak. Omaigod. She’s unbelievably sweet! Dah la cantik sangat, kulit yang flawless! Jealous I okay! Suara dan tutur katanya *dah keluar dah ayat BM aku* ..Ok,sambung balik, Suara dan tutur katanya sangat lah lemah lembut, sopan santun. Rajin dan sangat teliti kalau buat kerja. Nasib baik dah tunang, kalau tak memang I dah promote dia kat makcik sebelah umah I punya jiran punya anak bujang tu.haha.

That’s all lah. Kalau dengan budak BM rumah ni , I tak rapat sangat lah. Tak tahu nak elaborate. But they are also very very very nice.Thanks Allah. :)

So, that’s all. Take care bloggers! 

Be friends with exboyfriends and exgirlfriends?

Hello~ 

Okay firstly, this post is not applicable for ex-wives or ex-husbands. *untuk muda mudi je*

So,based on the topic mentioned, Salah ke kalau berkawan dengan excouple? Tak kesahlah exboyfriend or exgirlfriend, dua2 pun ex jugak kan? Jawapannya, tak salah, Cuma ramai orang yang aku kenal tak prefer be friending ex. I don’t know, some of them say “ Dah ludah takkan nak jilat balik” .Hello! Bila masa boleh main ludah2 pulak ni, cakap lah , “da putus takkan nak couple balik”. 

Anyway, it’s not about that, it’s about why people don’t prefer to be friends with their exes. Ada yang kata tak nak mengimbau kenangan lalu , pahit manis sewaktu bersama sebab takut jatuh cinta balik. Haha. Sweet. Ape salahnye jatuh cinta baik? Kalau dah tuhan tentukan jodoh korang kan. Lain lah kalau masing2 dah berpunya, tak payah la nak bercinta balik. Cukup sekadar kawan.

Ade pulak kawan I kata, mane ada istilah lelaki kawan je ngan perempuan? Mesti ada connection somewhere. HAha. Yang tu I think betul jugak lah. Tapi kalau betul statement tu maka kawan2 kat office yang melepak sama2 tu takkan lah diorang semua ada perasaan sesame sendiri. That’s what we call professionalism.

In my case, I can proof that I can be friends with my exes. (Ni ex mase skolah je lah) Nanti ade pulak orang kata, “banyaknya exboyfriends”. Alah, macam lah korang takde. Ye lah, dah tak jadi jodoh nak buat macam mana. Kita sentiasa harapkan hubungan tu ke jinjnag pelmain, tapi kalau dah asik jumpa ngan orang yang salah nak buat macam mana. There’s this saying “Tuhan akan temukan kita dengan yang salah sebelum yang betul.” So, tahniah la kepada sesiapa yang memang ada satu couple je sampai sekarang.

Anyways, elok je I kawan ngan my ex. Siap boleh “aku kau” ngan dia. Yelah dah matang kan masing2 boleh terima qada’ dan qadar’ (jadi ustazah kejap)..masing2 boleh forgive and forget. So apa yang kitorang kongsi hanyalah cerita pasal life. Memang takde kaitan dengan perasaan. Apa yang dah lepas tu kami lepaskan, kami pandang ke depan yang kami takde jodoh. Oh, lagipun masing2 dah berpunya.

Back to the points, ada kawan I ckp dia tak boleh terima ex dia balik tak kiralah ex dia pujuk macam mana pun , sebab kalau ex dia betul2 sayang dia, ex dia takkan pernah tinggalkna dia. Fuyooo. Tabik spring! Betul lah tu. Maybe she deserves a better person who would really appreciate her.

Taknak kawan dengan ex sebab cemburu dia dah ada girlfriend lain? Aihh, ini kes masih sayang nihhh.. kena forgive and forget lah. Bukan senang tau. Makan masa tuuuu..lama! Hati yang berkecai tu pun belum bercantum lagi.

Tak boleh terima kelemahan ex and rasa macam loser kawan dengan excouple? Yang ni pelik lah jugak. But well, human being are born with unique tastes and characters. So, tak pelik lah kan. Maybe memang ex dia macam loser kot? -____-"

Haaaa,ni ada kes, dia nak kawan ngan exgirl dia tapi exgirl dia hentam dia kaw2 punya, sebab dia belum ready nak kawen ngan exgirl dia tu, sebab tu diorang putus, tapi exgirl dia still hantar msej kat dia marah2. Last2 terus dia malas nak kawan ngan exgirl dia.

Ada yang dia kawan ngan exboy dia sebab nak tegok berapa ramai pulak perempuan yang jadi mangsa playboy ex dia ni, walaupun dia tau ex dia suka tukar girlfriend. Seronok agaknya dia tengok ex dia main couple putus banyak kali macam yang dia pernah kena.

Ok lah, ni ape yang I tau yang I kongsi. Takde kaintan dengan yang hidup atau yang dah meninggal dunia. Yang terasa? Tolong jangan terasa sebab post ni randomly je. I tak mention nama sapa2 pun. Ok. Tapi ada je yang masih boleh kawan macam biasa dengan ex. Kena professional la, tolak tepi segala yang boleh membawa kepada perhubungan semula. Not as easy as I say it but it’s not impossible. :)

Take care bloggers!

Kegemukan terserlah~

Hello bloggers! That's the latest me.

Gemuk kan aku? Dulu beriya lah pakai Fellina, lepas tu duk umah sewa kerjanya makan aje..Dah malas nak sapu…Rasenye paling ringan berat aku 54 je..tu pun time puasa, sekarang mak oii dah 61kg okayyy! Bukannye tak boleh kurus tapi tak boleh tahan dugaan tengok makanan lah lately ni.Tiap2 malam makan. Badan aku ni senang turun senang naik, so aku tak risau sangat lah.Yang masa puasa 54kg, bila praktis tak makan malam berat maintain je 56kg. Masalahnya nak maintain berat tu bukan senang. Ape? Amek ubat kururs? Tak maul ah, nanti mesti ada side effect long term. Biarlah naturally turun dengan cara sihat.

Nak exercise punye lah malas.Adoi ape nak jadi lah dengan aku ni.haha. Ape? Nanti kalau berat bertambah takde orang nak? Itu kan jodoh, di tangan tuhan, kalau ade orang nak aku, ade lah, kalau takde, bukan jodoh la tu. Terima qada’ dan qadar Allh. *Jauhnye melalut ni*

So, kepada sesiapa yang nak tambah berat badan boleh la consult aku. Aku bagi free tips cara2 nak gemuk.HAHA. Gemuk kat lengan,peha,perut, dagu dan yang paling penting pipi. Caranya makan lah banyak kali sehari dah makanlah apa2 yang korang mengidam tu. Selagi mampu nak makan, makan lah, kang tak dapat makan, nangis pulak.haha

Pipi aku je dah 2 kilo kot? Adoi..Takpe lah, aku dah target dah habis je belajar ni aku nak diet lah..turunkan 61kg tu kepada 54 kg balik. Waahhh..macam impossible kan ? Tapi boleh je, dah memang jenis aku ni berat senang naik dan senang turun kan. HAHA.

So, kepada bloggers, kita sememangnye tahu cara2 nak mengamalkan gaya hidup sihat Cuma nak dengan tak nak je. Bak kata pepatah “ Nak seribu daya,tak nak seribu dalih”. So buang penyakit Mim Alif Lam Sin tu yer..Kene pergi exercise, makan sayur dan buah2 banyak2. To those who refuse to do so, Marilah Gemuk bersama2. HAHA. Tatatititutu      ~

And that's me from a different angle. nampak kurus pulak kan? haha. boleh berubah2. Heran. Bubyez~

photoshake

Salam. 

This post is just to meke me feel better. Since I'm not having a good feeling lately.

Ok, so I really love the photoshake thing. I can combine photos in my phone and make it all-in-one. (betul ke term tuh?)

Ok, lets see how it works while looking at my photos of course!

Oh! that's me in the lecture hall.

That's just me.

On kak huda's wedding day.

And that's me AGAIN.

Me again. choose one best facial expression..which one?

That's a student from Kazakhstan. Putih gila!

Ok, so basically that's what Photoshake do. haha

That's all :)

I'm a newbie-Instagram.

Assalamualaikum.

Since I mentioned before that my coming posts will be about happiness...I'm sharing my new obsession! Not that obsessed though. It's my Instagram. I'm a newbie so I'm still learning these gadgets thingy. I just love the features of the Instagram where it changes the photo to be artistic? Yeah.something like that. But yeah, I prefer to upload photos on facebook since I only have few friends on Instagram.LOL. Do follow me on Instagram so that I can follow you too. :)
Just click here to see my page: http://instagram.com/nisaruslan/

It's something like this :

That's all to share. *Blogging tengahari ni memang ngantok lah hehe*

Enjoy your day! :)

A page of my diary-13april2013

Dear fellow bloggers…

For me the best way to settle a problem is to tell a person, or share the problem with them but somehow when we don’t have anyone we can trust to tell the problem or probably the person we trust have his/ her problems then we wouldn’t have the heart to add up to his/her burden , right?

So, other than that, boleh lah pergi shopping, atau nyanyi lagu kuat2 untuk lepaskan that uneasy feeling or maybe blogging.

So I’m just sharing what I feel here. I know people say we should share what makes us happy in our blog but I guess it’s my blog so what’s wrong with sharing my thoughts of the negative or sad phase of my life?

Semalam I ada kat Terengganu, Kemaman to be precise. Ye lah, the trip to Kak huda’s wedding was fun with friends but it seems the leader and the driver made us feel  like the trip was a disaster and the worst part I pity my friends yang datang dari jauh dan tak dapat nak beli barang2 souvenir dari Terengganu pun, the driver buat hal and our leader pulak menyebelahi driver, ape hal tiba2 nak jadi bestfriend driver?  Kesian lah kat classmates, dia pun macam tak boleh nak negotiate pulak ngan driver, instead dia boleh tegaskan ngan kitorang suruh ikut cakap driver that kita tak boleh singgah mana2. I tak tahu lah tapi I heard that the driver and our ‘hopeless’ leader ada plan nak pegi memancing malam tu bertiga je naik bas, and then plan nak pegi kuantan lelaki je, then yang bayar duit minyak diorang tu siapa? Kitorang okay! I can say they were selfish. Tapi takpelah, biar orang buat kita jangan kita buat orang. Sudahnya, the day ended with us feeling not satisfied with the leader and driver. Tapi taknak gaduh punya pasal, kitorang mengalah lah from the start dia buat hal. Sabar je lah.

Then, boleh pulak at the same day ada problem dengan tiket Legoland memang terus rasa tak senang hati seharian sebab yang beli tu dia mengaku dia kawan skolah I tapi masalahnya I tak pernah ingat pun siapa dia. She was being friendly so walaupun I tak kenal dia, entah macam mana dia boleh kenal I, then bila tiket jadi problem, supplier pun kata suruh pulangkan duit, I rasa bersalah sangat. But that friend blamed me pulak siap cursing, pergh! I was like “Nasib baik I tak kenal dia walaupun dia mengaku my friend”. Adoi.. That was a stressful moment okay! But what to do, I just orang tengah, supplier pun ..hmm..Fikir2 macam nak stop je lah Legoland thingy nih. Soon lah! Banyak lagi kerja boleh buat kan.Rezeki ada kat mana2.

Worst come to worst, I argued with him..like AGAIN. Ok, ni cerita personal but I just had to share. Sometimes I don’t know what words I should say, when I think it’s right, he might take it wrongly, kata2 tak boleh tarik balik, once U said it, it’s said! Tapi once people take it to heart, we can’t do anything. I know because I know the feeling lah! I don’t know if that thing is appropriate or not to say to him but when I said, it seemed that he kept quiet that means it was inappropriate but I’ve said it. What to do..

Once,I told myself that I will only let myself to be in love or accept a man when I think the time is right, bila dia kenal I then terus kahwin ngan I. Tak payah nak kenal lama2. Bagus lah kan, bak kata mak, elakkan segala maksiat. So I put a barrier to all guys kecuali berkawan. Seriously KAWAN. But you know, bila dalam berkawan mesti ada yang nak lebih dari kawan. I resisted to that. Halang diri I from lebih dari kawan. I taknak kecewa lagi. That was the reason. I tak nak putus couple or whatsoever tuh semua. For me it’s nonsense. Baik, kenal terus kahwin, kenal lama2 couple pun belum tentu kahwin.

But the journey is not that easy. Once U get to know the person means u accept the fact that U are gonna go through rough patch too. Tak semuanya indah. Semua masalah mematangkan kita. Semua masalah ada jalan penyelesaianya. It’s how we settle the problems that matters.

But once I gave myself a chance for me to love again, I HAD GIVEN MYSELF TO TAKE THE RISK OF BEING HURT OR TO HURT AGAIN. That’s the biggest gamble in relationship. Takkan nak menyesal pulak lepas dah give a chance. Bear with it lah kan Nisa, You chose that way of life. To accept a man, so try to retain the relationship is the best thing to do. I was hoping that he could be the one, I gave him a chance, I gave myself a chance to love him, and now it's our choice to be together or not. As far as I know, he's still my only choice.Selebihnya, I serahkan pada Allah untuk tentukan jodoh. I took this meaningful quote because it is related to my situation.
"No one falls in love by choice, its by chance. No one stays in love by chance, its by work. No one falls out of love by chance, its by choice."

Kadang2 I kena mengalah jugak, sebab most of the time, I appreciate it bila dia mengalah dengan perangai I ni kan. I respect him. But problems do come. I respect it when he could rational me when I’m irrational but when suddenly he sounded like he gave up on me, I feel that something is not right. He’s never been like that. So I think that he’s giving up on me and that actually hurts so bad but truth always hurt. You just have to accept the truth. Takkan you nak teruskan relationship kalau he wants to walk away with no feelings towards you? Keikhlasan dalam perhubungan sangat penting. Kalau dia terpaksa teruskan relationship dengan kita just for the sake of retaining the relationship, takde maknanya hubungan tu. Dua2 kena saling menyayangi.  Jangan kalah dengan masalah. Tuhan takkan beri masalah yang kita tak mampu nak tanggung. Semuanya ada hikmah. Dan kena ingat semua benda berlaku dengan izin Allah.

Everything seemed to happen one whole day. I was hoping that he could make me laugh or smile again after a stressful day. But I tak sampai hati nak bagitau dia what was bothering me since he himself looks tired and I don’t know what the h*ll I was feeling. I wish Allah show me the easy way to life but if it’s always easy then that’s not LIFE .

One thing I know, he has always made me laugh, once we hit the rough patch, we argue, it really affects my whole day. Rasa macam satu hari tu tak bermaknya if we have problems.

That’s all bloggers. Take this as reading a page of my diary lah. Next post in this blog, I’ll try to write when I’m happy only. :)  Assalamualaikum .

Zalora.com.my

Hi Bloggers! 

Just got back from class and my housemates were crazy because they just got their shoes from Zalora. Oh! I got my shoes earlier than them but I have no idea why. We bought the shoes on the same day (last Sunday night) but we just got them at different times. Anyways, I think it's worth it because after I deducted the shipping cost (cuz I bought four pairs of shoes), I just got RM18 for each of the shoes. If you go to other places, it could cost you around Rm30 per pair. 

So my housemates influenced me to buy these shoes. Guess what? After I posted the photo on Facebook, my classmates started to notice my shoes and some of them said they wanna buy them too since it's on SALE! And I was so happy to promote Zalora to them.

This is the website

http://www.zalora.com.my/

So, while stocks last, you all better go and get your shoes too! Oh! and there's also nice clothes ad accessories at cheap price. Trust me! You won't regret it. 

Plus, if you sign up with your new email address, you can get RM20 voucher and that is much more interesting! Since I've signed up on Zalora before, so this time I just couldn't get the voucher. 

If not, RM75-RM20=RM55. Wow! I can get 4 pairs of shoes at RM55. Well, I just couldn't be bothered to create a new email just to get RM20 voucher. Rm75 for 4 pairs of shoes are already cheap enough for me.

I'm so happy to have new beautiful shoes ! ;)

That's all , take care bloggers! 

A piece of my mind

Sometimes lyrics are the best way to express feelings. No doubt. When I feel down or stressed up, I'll listen to songs that suits my thought and feelings and play the songs loudly as if I'm telling someone or myself about those lyrics. No words that I can put perfectly to make me think about my life except lyrics but I just have to get the right song and usually, the current hit song at the moment will always be the right song for me and what actually is happening to me. When I'm stressed I would think a lot. Think of the past, present and future. As if my thoughts would change the world. 

When I was feeling heartless lately for some reasons, the song Heartless by Kanye West @ The fray was the best song that made me feel comfortable. As if I'm letting go my heartless feelings by listening to the song. And listening to it loudly actually made me feel that I'm letting go of the stress, one way or another. And the song "I Knew You Were Trouble" by Taylor swift suits the situation for all girls who blame themselves for getting to know a guy. As an escapism from blaming the guys for it. It's like all Taylor Swift songs are just for girls who only blame themselves in failed relationship. And sometimes although I blame the guy for it, I felt like it was my mistake for having the relationship @ friendship (with a guy). 

So I'll listen to Taylor's songs so loud until it would hurt my ear but I don't care anymore. I just wanna release all the stress by doing so. There's no other way for me to release stress except for shopping which I would have to spend money and it will cause more stress and go to the sea to see and feel the peace where I don't even know where to find sea here in Perak. 

Now, I've played  Lovato's Heart Attack for so many times. It's like I'm in the song, trying to explore my own feelings. The lyric "So, I put my defenses up,cuz I don't wanna fall in love, If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack. The feelings got lost in my lungs, the burning I'd rather be numb, and there's no one else to blame.So, scared I take off and I run, I'm flying so close to the sun and I burst into flames" just tells everything about what I'm feeling now. The feeling of not needed......in life.. I've always thought that I never wanna be in love but when I am in love, I just feel that I'm the luckiest girl in the whole universe! But after sometime, I'll feel that I don't need love or guy to survive. I can always live my life alone but I know those are just lies I created as a reflex of the situation.

Sometimes when we are in love, every love song seems to fit in the situation but when we just... let say we quarrel..every love song seems to be so irritating and nonsense. I bet everyone experienced that. 

I've always messed up my life. It seems I'm a person to screw everything that started nicely. Was it meant to be that way? Was it my mistake? was it me who caused all chaos in my life? Was it the situation? Or is it just me who are naturally born like that? 

When I felt like the guy was gonna leave me, I dedicated the song "white flag" by Dido to him, for him to listen to it and because , again, it expresses my true feelings of what I wanted to say to him that I couldn't just spit out because of my ego or probably because of not knowing how to put the words so that I won't hurt him. or the worst, I wanna say something that I think he doesn't wanna hear. So songs are just the best medium to connect people or partners. And the best medium to express feelings and release stress.

Just wishing myself all the best in future endeavors.And all of you readers too.

Take care Bloggers. :)

Virgin Coconut Oil

Morning bloggers! Rise and shine...

Kali ni nk share experience guna/makan VCO Catalyst or Virgin Coconut Oil. Ever heard of it? Ala Google je lah.LOL.Google knows everything kan? anyways, I make it a habit for me to eat it twice a day. Tapi bila baca kat website, boleh sapu, so I pun sapu lah every night and...it was a miracle! lepas 1 malam je sapu oil tu kat muka, parut jerawat yg degil tu mula pudar. (pakai bedak sejuk pun taknak hilang dah).

Boleh nampak lah perubahan pada kulit. memang suka sangat dan kulit pun macam glowing sangat. 1 pil tu cucuk guna jarum, then keluarkan 2,3 titis kat tangan then sapu kat tempat berjerawat je, tapi nak sapu 1 muka pun boleh, 1 biji tu boleh guna untuk sapu 2,3 malam sebab banyak minyak tu dalam 1 pil. I pun makan VCO ni sebab banyak good effects jangka masa panjang dan pendek. Let me share some...

ANTARA KEBAIKAN VCO

· melegakan pernafasan

· melawaskan pembuangan air besar dan kecil

· meningkatkan kadar metabolisme pada seluruh sel tubuh

· membunuh organisma perosak seperti virus bakteria, kulat dan protozoa (cacing)

· mengurangkan keadaan mudah lapar

· mengurangkan kandungan lemak badan

· melindungi tubuh daripada serangan kanser 

· mengurangkan risiko serangan jantung dan darah tinggi

· mempercepatkan penggantian sel-sel mati dengan yang baru

· meghasilkan tenaga segera

· melembut dan mengurangkan kekeringan dan kekenduran kulit

· jika disapu, membantu membentuk hambatan kimia pada kulit untuk mengurangkan infeksi dan penuaan

· mengatasi masalah menopaus

· memperbaiki hubungan suami isteri

Cara makan: 

·          1biji pagi dan 1biji malam

·          atau 2biji pagi sahaja

·          atau 2biji malam sahaja

Ok, since ganbar2 kat blog ni semua gambar dari 2009-2011 je. Elok lah 2013 ni I syok sendiri sikit tayang gambar I in 2013.hehe.

February 2013

January 2013

march 2013

Ok nampak muka macam clean and clear je kan, padahal I'm facing this pore problem. Whitehead adalah masalah terbesar I. Of course la dalam gambar tak nampak sebab WHITEhead kan .hihi.  So, I'm really hoping that VCO can solve this problem for me. Baru makan VCO ni, nak tunggu sebulan and hoping for better results. Inshaallah. That's all. Take care bloggers. ;)

My Baby Fossil

Good morning, Bloggers!

I think it's been ages since i blogged. Well, I just thought I wanna share what I bought when I was doing my practicum. I saw a beautiful pink FOSSIL watch on this website ( I can't remember the name and I don't bother to remember it) So after three days of observing it online, I thought of buying it. Of course I make sure it's a trusted website first.*tanya banyak soalan kat pemilik website tu, fuh!* Oh! remind me that it was pricey. 

However, since it was like one of a kind "limited edition" look, so I thought it's worth it and I actually bought it for RM399. Fuh!! So there goes my allowance money. Well, there's nothing more than buying yourself a nice present for your own satisfaction. I couldn't find anything better than this during my practicum time, since everything related to practicum was so frustrating. Oh well, lets just look at the photos I took. :)

my pink white watch!

It satisfy me to wear it. Of course I take good care of it. *Dah berapa banyak kali scratch entah* but it's still like brand new. Oh! Not to forget when I went to JPO (Johor Premium Outlet) and I saw Fossil watches at RM350 and I was a bit disappointed when I found out that it's much cheaper if we buy at their outlet. But, seeing that the design are slightly different from mine and none of them is same as mine, I felt at ease. *Evil laugh* Well, it's worth it then, since there's no pink white Fossil watches there. Satisfied! ;)